madness + hard work + love.
I have not experienced the madness in my internship yet.
becus boss is simply TOO nice to us

madness means feeling the gush and rush in me
to push myself far and fast
to have a desire and yearning to producing work
to keep the momenteum going

hmmms. maybe I've sank back a little,
approaching work with a less occupied mind set
in a more relaxed mood
I feel a voice telling me:
"wei, guard your heart from slacking"
do not abuse mr nice guy's niceness please.

lately there are a few things going on in my life.
twice have I cried out in silent midnights
becus these struggles are so real

my family - am i able to love her?
my friends - there are many of them who needs to be held close to you Lord.

Jesus, how can it be that you my king would die for me?

talked with mum just now about certain things on my mind.
she told me maybe at times I shld learn to take things easier.
i duno.
maybe I shld.
but I know not if I can
or not.

right now, warmed with thankfulness.
for mum in my life.